My heart is in His hands

Today at church I had an epiphany - (It had nothing to do with the message this morning, but nonetheless it was still from God). The Lord loves me with everything He is, He wants nothing but the best for me. So why then do I continually attempt to take things back into my own hands and manipulate the situation? I have given Him my heart, my whole heart. I'm not taking it back anymore - it is His. If there is a man out there meant to have my heart, he will need to go to my Father to receive it. My Father is in control, and He will not give it out recklessly.